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Beginnings

by Innovations

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So tell me, how does it feel to push away your whole world even though it still spins for you? You're slowly killing me and you don't even know it (is revenge really what you wanted?). And I deserve everything that's given to me from now on. I'm not playing the victim here, my God, I was the victim here! So tell me, how does it feel to push away your whole world? I've been holding out on my mistakes for way too long now, someone needs to pay up for this wasted time. I don't know how to face you! It's so hard to watch you put that noose around your neck while i'm wearing the one you put on me like a necktie. If I could just have one more dance with you, one more night with you, you'd see that I can do this. My heart still breaks for you! If I could take it all away, all the hurt and all the pain...
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Keep in mind what you're doing to me, throwing away precious memories, you're not the person you used to be. I can't watch you fall apart anymore, keep running from your problems, pick up the bottle. That's all you know, push me away, that's all you've known. Your words have no meaning anymore, I'll do just fine without you here. I'll do just fine without you here! And when you realize what you're losing I'll be far gone. See through my eyes! See what I saw in you. See what you threw away. Having a pretty face will only get you so far, especially when your actions have everyone whispering about you around every corner. Your ears scream for the sound of those words to reach them only to turn around and play the victim. What happened behind those closed doors? I've been wondering for hour, for days...
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On your way will you even look back here? Will you remember me and all the things we did? I tried so very hard to forget you, but your face is burned in my mind and I can't erase that. I can't erase you. My eyes are scattering across your face and the memories are sinking to the bottom of my mind. Even though it's been so long I can't stop this unnerving nostalgia. Did I ask for an opinion? No, just get me out of here. Get me back to a place where I can think and I can breathe. I'm lying to everyone, I haven't forgotten you (as much as I'd like to). You're like a plague in my mind and I just can't seem to understand your haunting, bittersweet smile. I apologize, I apologize, you're sounding like a broken record in my mind repeating over and over and I can't turn it off. You're the best and the worst song to be echoing here. God, give me one good reason why I can't stop dreaming of this.
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Do you know what it's like to fight a losing battle? I do it everyday, you've got me cornered on all sides. You've made me my own worst enemy. I know what's best for you, but the choices you've made have left you and I stranded in an ocean not meant for sailing on boats with no direction, I can only see you from a distance. My words are heavy on meaning and take so long to reach you across this sea. Why did we leave shore in the first place? You're so far away from me! I'm trying so hard to reach you, but the closer that I get the more you are distracted. There's no ship that could get me closer to you. You've built so many castles in the name of defense, I believed in so much nonsense to keep you in distance. Do you know what it's like to fight a losing battle? I'm losing you....
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Our first EP. Each song has a short interlude that relates to/goes into the next song. Sounds best listened straight through. Thank you for downloading this and please feel free to spread this around to your friends!

Recorded at More Than Noise Recording by Kevin MacDonald.

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released February 7, 2012

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Innovations Baltimore, Maryland

Hey, we're Innovations. We're a band with members from different parts of Maryland to do what we love, and that is to play music. Our focus is on the heavier side of the musical spectrum, but we like to make things melodic as well. We are a Christian band, but all of our songs deal with different aspects of life. There's something for everyone at the table. ... more

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